There are many things in life that are hard. I thought nursing school was the hardest thing ever but its not. The hardest thing is being apart from the one you love. JJ and I have not spent 1 full month together in the 3 years we have been together. Well our plan was to be able to finally do that but things changed. I know have to go in and have surgery on the 27th to find out why I am in so much pain which it is everyday now and constant. JJ will not be here at the time and wont be back until March. It is hard and scary on me that this is my 1st surgery ever and he wont be here and I don't know when I would be able to talk to him. Being apart also causes stupid little fights that drive us both crazy. The only plus side to being apart is that when we see eachother our time together is wonderful. I can't wait till we are finally together side by side everyday. I miss him all the time.
The other night I found some old home videos of when we were little and it just hit me so much about how life is short and great! I saw my Papa, Grammy, and Great Grandpa in the videos and thought about how much I missed them and if I had 5 minutes to talk to them what would I say. Today I saw a short video about life and hit home not only because of missing JJ and how we need to be together but how I miss the ones that are gone. Make sure you look at the video it is wonderful!
http://www.thedashpoemmovie.com/
